Sanza The Maid

So this account's like "partially recovered"  so thats cool, I'vew been like half posting on the new hub and I've just been thinking this blog has probably been good for me, even though I'm sure theres only like one bot that keeps refreshing my pages as it scrapes all data of me and thats where my views come from the false-sense of parascoiality is still there so between hre and the Ace site I'll porbably still sporadically post im excited so yes [show hole] os...fuck tomorrow already spooky shit I did get a new maid dress so not the worst, uh lets see what else I'm friends again with Charlotte not best friends...we're okay though its...a lot I won't lie I did have a suicide plan this new years but then I accidentally told Kit and Charlotte when drunk obviously they weren't happy so I'm tryna be normal but FUCK its hard whn it feels like you're literally incompatible with the universe ya know? linkto.run/p/W0NSIK2K Also thats just a...

 So apparently google fucking sucks if your phone suddenly breaks and you didn't have proper recovery uh you're just Fucked   So I'll be linking a new Blog/Linktree this week onto this post, I can't really move all these posts over to the new account so I'll just create a link to this page as a sort of legacy vault-ass thing but yeah google get fucked I guess. Might make my own webpage inspired by something recently.  Alright I have "Enough" access to my account that it serves as archive but for any actual use its pretty much SOL, so I'm gonna be moving to a new G-account which obv means gonna be a new blog and shit, love y'all my weird ass voidlings and I'll post the new shit soon, mama's gotta fix her BRAND IMAGE and ACTAULLY PROGRESS/MAKE SHIT/SHOW HOLE https://sanzathemaid.ace.me ^ Not new blog but gonna be my new hub moving foward [or until this doomed startup dies and I find a new home], am posting things there though

 I think the estrogen is starting to get to me I had the gayest fucking thought the other day it was "maybe its not so bad that men smell/taste kinda salty" Fucking KILL ME also just feeling softer I'm not sure I like how it feels like my rage, edge...bite is being gently pulled from my fingers its still there but its softened maybe I need to let go a little but I guess I just wanted it to be on my own time realistically was that time ever coming though? In my dreams I actually look like myself, which is a first fucking had Highheel Carharts X3 ya know for the month I've had the most amount of THC in my body instead of no dreams they only got more wild and vivid which seems to be the opposite reaction of whats supposed to happen.      Other things that happened another maid started following my Soundcloud so can't play around anymore gotta actually produce I've been even if its light indoctrination its kinda the sort of push I need, feeling part of a community...

       I'm not gonna lie I'm not totally back into my head but I need to actually get back to this cuz FUCK   a lots happening and the longer I wait the less I'll be able to actually catch you up my beloved void [also who the fuck are all of you @^@ not that I mind the extra eyes or company just caught way off guard lul]so where to fucking begin uh , AH, AHHH ah fuck alright I exist again so my normal answer dictates chronologically , however I'm also very jumpy with my thoughts still so it'll be to best ability then so gonna scaffold this real quick: Part one: Affinity upkeep. |  Part Two: Specific Events | Part Three: Schizo-posting time Loch                                               |   Sitcom ass work-friends    | Idk, I don't think its scheduled past this. Kit       ...