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    Sorry beloved void been a second but god damn have I been feeling more me I feel like I can taste the copper and blood in the leylines, the heartbeat of the earth, feel like the moon's movements are tied withing my own is your maid having a manic episode, schizophrenic break or has their mana been finally freed and they can cast again! Cast your votes by texting XXX-209-1110 anywho so its been a busy past two days actually doing supervisor stuff means I actually have to [pay attention] which kinda sucks but it is what it is, been semi-keeping up with going to exercise every 1-3 days much like my blog it turns out when you actually start putting consistent activities into your life you have to start juggling your time more so anything big since we last spoke? I guess my [redacted] is cool, she's going to F-night a stray dog tradition this month so they might actually become a friend so need to Christian them a name for the blog...honestly they talk in new-gen speak a lot so for now it'll be "Zoomer" it'll be updated to a better one, sadly coding has fallen behind because its the one I'm least passionate about but still passionate nonetheless mind you, as for work its been nice to interact with things more I don't mind being a part time supervisor since its a break from mindlessness that is the [redacted] post and why I had to create so many hobbies in the first place but I appreciate it gave that space to me in the first place to engage with more hobbies and just..idle time to explore my thoughts? Not many actually thoughts on the previous days or actionable items, my round table round tablin' so I'm already hearing from them far more sporadically and probably disconnect from them by end of month and then see them again in 3-15 months, and so goes the cycles of Sanza the maid, speaking of which it seriously feels like I have a buffer limiter what I mean by that is I never have more people in my life than I can handle, in example if someone is starting to taper and fall distant then someone will suddenly be a lot more interested in my life equal to the missing amount/current people without knowing I have that vacancy suddenly show more interest. No clue what that means, guess if the show goes dark it'd be pretty boring I guess, feel schizo-y lately I wanna eat the failed pact maker, maybe when Charlotte is in town I can grab her and Lucky and try to redo the ritual and hopefully nobody gets fucked over this time, also that neck shot was based as fuck, several more to go! think it was an inside job to rally forces and create a cause honestly? Whatever too late now. Thats all for now

Dutifully yours, Sanzabooku the Maid