Update - 3

 Been throwing up a lot, not doing great, finally broke up with Kit not super great, honestly tried my hardest but only working 3 months in a 14 month period and paying a total of 200$ in rent when I said I wanted a 50/50 relationship [and still making me do all the chores] wasn't gonna work, can't be trapped like that, not again meaning that now that I appraoch being 25 I've given literally all the entirety of my youth to taking care of white girls named [###], thats 4+ years of my life I won't get back, fuck me.

like...
Fuck.

No website or anything this month Either king broke down, stilll needs tires and I had to replace his battery. I'm living the god damn dream, uh don't have a round table anymore different reason for all of them and my world feels smaller and smaller which is fun  my chest feels like im gonna have a heart attack constantly, constantly wanna throw up and like fuck dawg I'm not sure how I'm making it, wasn't supposed to pussied out on new years and im paying the price.

Thats it, everyones gone, wasted my youth tryna take care of people who only wanted to use me, the constant weight of decay only grows and in the flood goes my aspirations and wants.

cuz I know like always theres no knight in shining armor gonna help me, too masculine, too cruel, too...whatever it is that would not make you help a person, bingo thats me. I'm responsible to save myself but its hard when I'm out of energy.

Also when did miniclip get so boring dawg, used to play that shit after school now the homepage is just a company landing screen saying all the companies they've abosrabed + only TWO, FUCKING TWO web games. The corprorate enshitfication of everything hell most subscriptions don't even get you anything that just gets you the app then you need 2-4 sidegrades to just watch or play the fucking thing you wanted, also why the fuck are ads so long now used to be 5 second skippables then two of them now sometimes I gotta watch 3+ minutes of ads?! Also Nitrome has ads every three levels yes im playing browser games im at work, I hate how any game you can vector boost a little in an FPS becomes a fucking cracxked out ADHD shitstorm its bad when it makes fucking titanfall look slow

Armor games is still good tho FRFR the homies

Some Sanza opinions: As long as you only spend less than 20 hours on it Nercomuna: hired gun is fun