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 I think my favorite type of music in games is always the ice level/world music especially if its a lil more artsy of a game they always get that "Cold purity" correct if there was a world with ya know abilities and stuff especially elemental based I'd like Ice [I always figured ironically enough that ice mages would actually have flame imbued clothing to make sure they weren't uncomfortable while casting so in a yin-yang sorta way red would be associated with ice mages because of that and blue/white  with flame mages because they need cooling robes maybe Ill rant about my views on "cool magic  systems later on or tonight pending] I know damn well I'd be stuck with light my least favorite don't even get to be cool and edgy with shadow powers [Though im a strong believer that much like electricity and magnetism are intricate part of the same system for example instead of ice/fire mages it would be temputura since you're actually on the heat/cold spectrum but specialization comes from despite being two wings of the same bird so to speak does not mean one has the mindset automatically to shift between those two gears without effort.]

I gotta take a pause from the fun fantasy speak to talk about something I think is an unhealthy cope in the queer community is that assuming every person X would've been a good person if they were allowed to queer out or that like no one's actually straight? everyones a puppy dog waiting to dominate or someone needs their harem of drones and then they wouldn't have invaded X or Y country. Vanilla people exist, vanilla straight  people exist and treating this as if this is a problem is being problematic and antagonizing like there are cases but thats because we have contextaul evidence like alexander the great, hella gay or that nixon wanted to be a tranny rapper these have clues and evidence, but for the rest  haven't we being at the teeth of projected reality and groupthink learned that accepting that sometimes we're echo-chambering as a lesson? Thats all I'm seeing it a lot more because of the political enviroment but I understand while I like anyone else think I have the subjective truth [Regicide the monarchs and capital vampires] doesn't mean I can act as if that lens fits every moment of every day, existing in tandem with out fellow human especially when difficult is the way foward, society is a contract and concessions is how we ensure cooperation and comprehension moving foward, I'm just fucking yapping on my soap box, I think we're just losing objectiveness in our own echo chamber, I'm just glad our echo chamber is kiny thesbian sex and not terrorism [though sometimes social pressure is required] and also I've known plenty of queer shitty people that we shouldn't just protect to save face or people who predate their own community like right wing grifters do like the mainstreaming and sanitizing of drag queens or people like finnster abusing their doll privvy to try to force overpriced goods down consumers throats in the promise "you're fuggly now but wear my shit and now you'll look fem" [a rant about doll priv  in the trans community will be for another time] we should hold eachother accountable yes move together, yes resist, educated, deter but don't turn a blind eye in the hopes we can hide our sins from the other side or we'll devour ourselves same as they have we  have a duty to rise above or drown. 

WHEW sorry about that!This voids and voidlings is why I can't monetize my blog ;-; but thanks for enduring regardless and listening to me as a reward [as if listening to me speak is a reward] I'll rant more about magic shit [I should update my MTG deck...I prefer yugioh but I only play trad format and thats beyond dead.] [SWU sucks, suck my cock] [I kinda wanna try WS though, buy me the Kill la Kill sets and I'll send ya feet pics.] so I can focus on this train of thoughts any last updates? Had a decent weekend was a lil homebody but not a bad one, getting zoomies again so I'll probably start smoking more again since it helps me keep myself and quell the mania [I need to pick up a fucking thesaurus if I'm gonna be typing semi-regularly....or just learn how to spell as well good lord lul.] alright last life updates..off-on with the round table I'm assuming I'll be estranged which is fine I'll see them again in a year or so, oh at one point for like three months I entered every sweestake under the sun proud to say I won three 2 litre pepsi products for free~ I stopped because it destroyed my inbox and I don't feel like making an alt because I have no alts in anything in life always [a lil too much] canid and forward. Alright again passage of time isn't real to you guys like it is for me writing this ended up busy so mama will have to rant about their opinions on magic later don't worry I'll make sure to rant magicka tomorrow! Honestly miss making things, we'll go through all my documents together maybe re work them.

Airheadedly yours, Sanzabooku the Maid. >^~^<