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 This is kinda an inbetween place when I wanna place something thats not really blog related, these will be filled till "Too long" then a new one will be made, this is purely auxiliary and no "Big lore" will be placed here just some flashback or side stuff

 Puppy paladin made me stand in the corner because I made a racist jokes ;-;

it was a good one too...

I think the most amount of time between something being left out and me eating it is 26 hours in my experience.

[Memory unlock:] I think maybe I used to be autistic I mean arguably if you ask some people I still carry tendencies but I remember as a kid being overwhelmed to the point I always looked at the world in like a 45 degree angle down and one day I just got..tired of it? I looked up and it was overwhelming, I remember it seemed so bright and too many shapes, so many shapes, so much color too much to take in but I decided I wanted to drown in the stream, I guess that explains me today? I love being overwhelmed I like a cascade of sensory input its why I love the city so much I love how there's too much for me to ever entirely take in, I kinda struggle with peace/relaxation a skill I've been tryna relearn this week, usually I need to be doing something or like just being neutral on any subject matter is extremely difficult for me.

So puppy paladin had me take an autism test so I was only 44 [PP says it was 60, shes a rat ass fink who shouldn't be trusted.]out of 240 so no autistic if I was most of it fell off

also took the "Rice purity test" scored a 20 ;V which isn't super bad I think no clue what the average is, Lucky ages ago wanted me to take the ACE test so guess I'll do that, should I do the bondage test/results here lul.

[the ACE test was only 6.5, so I'm perfectly okay]
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MB test: ENTP - A
Extraverted: 96%
Intuitive: 95%
Thinking: 60%
Prospecting: 60%
Assertive: only 51%

Every year or two I retake this and it always changes.

== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==

95% Primal (Hunter)  [] 84% Exhibitionist [] 83% Dominant [] 81% Sadist [] 81% Brat tamer  [] 
 77% Owner [] 72% Experimentalist [] 62% Switch [] 61% Pet [] 56% Degrader [] 52% Rigger []    44% Vanilla [] 37% Master/Mistress [] 32% Submissive [] 29% Non-monogamist [] 22% Masochist [] 20% Primal (Prey) [] 15% Little [] 14% Rope bunny [] 13% Voyeur [] 11% Daddy/Mommy []            5% Degradee [] 0% Ageplayer  [] 0% Brat  [] 0% Slave 

being a demisexual sucks cuz you're like walled and distant then you become friends and you're like "So now that you've raised your affinity to level 6 with me, wanna fuck?" like a fucking badly written Ren'py character

I think I'd like the burn the rest of my fleeting youth with you.

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Took a DnD class based test for funsies

100%: Sorcerer [Surprised honestly always saw these as nepo babies]
95%: Bard
85%: Fighter

Bard thought was gonna be higher, guess I'm not slutty enough...

Maybe with the Wildercats I'll run a DnD session, scratch that they said no. I need some nerdier friends